Great Sadness

I'm writing today with great sadness. My good friend who was pregnant with twin boys Joseph Elias and James Law sent me an email letting me know that she had to have an emergency C-section that ended the life of her twins. They had TTTS which is twin to twin transfusion syndrome. The twins shared one placenta instead of each having their own. I'm am so saddened by their loss and can not even comprehend how she and her husband are feeling. My prayers go out to her and her husband and son. I pray for a full physical recovery as well as emotional healing. I do believe that GOD is in control and for reasons beyond our comprehension this was all part of Gods plan. I pray now that God will heal and comfort them during this very difficult time.

Tested

I'm done being tested. This week has been horrible and I'm simply done. Monday started with a move out house cleaning job from hell. Why people can't clean while they are living in their house is a mystery to me but some people are for lack of a nicer word just plain nasty. Then Caden had a stomach flu bug and well puking is not my thing, just seeing it or smelling it instantly sets off my gag reflex. Then I discovered that we have mice in our house so in the past 2 days the traps my grandma was nice enough to help set have caught 2 of them and right now I'm praying we don't have any more because I'm not sure I can handle disposing of any more. little dead mouse bodies. Just looking at them makes the hair on the back of my neck stand on end, and I get that totally creepy chill go up my spine. Then to top everything off my AC has decided to stop working and right as I sit here typing I'm sweating my ASS OFF.

So as I go to bed tonight I'm saying a little prayer that the rest of the week will be better and after Sunday my husband will be back home and if anything else goes wrong, he can deal with it!